Posted on Jun 18 within Lifestyle, Offline, Online

Small bit of update

I really haven’t wrote much here at my journal. I’ve been trying to get things adjusted to how I want to use my blog and my websites. I know for sure that I really want to keep my design website updated and keep updated with my writing. Those are two important things for me especially if I want to stay at home with my little girl when she gets here.

Anyways, I thought I would update on how things have been since it has been a while since I have posted. My last post was regarding to what I am having, and I rather update everyone on how the pregnancy is going. Lets just say at 32 weeks pregnant, this little girl is still very active. She keeps kicking mommy whenever she gets a chance. My weight has also changed quite a bit. When I found out I was pregnant, I was only 135LBs which I was quite happy about. Now, in my last trimester, I have gained over 20 pounds. It is different. I am a small woman so seeing all the weight on my tummy is quite different. I still don’t have any cravings, but I have noticed that I have been having a lot of fatigue again, and it doesn’t help when I cannot sleep at night to get rid of the fatigue the next day. Over all, though, the pregnancy has been going pretty smooth. I am getting nervous about delivery day, though. I really don’t want to have a c-section. However, I never know how that day will go. I can only pray that I have safe delivery and my little girl is healthy. Besides the delivery, I am nervous about seeing my OB doctor. I found out about 4 weeks ago that the OB doctor I wanted was retiring. She was a woman OB doctor and I have a paranoia about male doctors. Well, I have a male OB doctor now. Trying to get over the paranoia is hard. Once more, I can only pray that things go smooth.

Besides dealing with the changes for my pregnancy, I had my baby shower that my family hosted. It was on June 5th in my home town. Our little girl received some pretty cute stuff that I cannot wait till she is able to wear some of it. At the end of this post, I will post a picture of how I looked during that week.

My husband and I finally have an idea for the nursery. It still surprises me that he decided to give up the room he had his computer in to make it her room. He has adjusted pretty well in the kitchen, but it would be nice if we could actually find a bigger house. However, that is on hold since he has been debating about moving towns altogether. The nursery will be done before she arrives. Painting is suppose to start next week and then everything can get arranged.

Overall, everything has been going pretty smooth. I have been writing quite a bit. For some odd reason, I get interested in writing fanfiction again. It helps with the inspiration for my other stories. I have been trying to web design for my business site, but that is a slow process. My main domain has actually slowed down and probably will be in a temporary hibernation mode at the beginning of July. I have too many things to plan for that I need to concentrate on that before I go back to my web designing.

With these updates, I have started to notice that I regret not posting more about my pregnancy. I wish I kept a weekly or monthly journal about the changes. I wish I took pictures of myself as I changed. I think when I found out I was pregnant after the miscarriage, I was just too excited that I didn’t even think about anything like that. Now with everything going smooth, it just makes me regret that I did at least attempt. Oh well, if I have another child, maybe I will remember then.

I won’t try to delay on updates, but you never know what could happen. Anyways, till next time!