About a week ago, I received some nasty emails regarding some things that I supposedly did online with two of my websites. I have tried to move on from the pain that it has left, but being a web designer has made that a bit hard for me. I thought about many ideas on what I could do =to improve the mess that was caused, but anything I do won’t solve the issue. I have even tried emailing apology letters, but there seems to be no response back. It hurts to know that I will never be part of a message board where I made plenty of friends and even tried to improve what I work on. I still have some friends who support me and want me to continue, but at this moment, I really don’t want to do anything with my domain. I have an no timeline on when I will return, but I promise to keep everyone updated.
I feel like I am always updating this place when my daughter turns another month old. However, that is how I am documenting each month for her. I can return back to my blog and read about the changes that have happened. Anyways, she is three months old this month. We finally heard her first laugh. Funny, it was because of the dogs were messing around. She has such a cute laugh. I cannot wait till she laughs some more. She has become a little thumb sucker. While I do not like it completely, I am allowing it for it seems to soothe her at night. She is already trying to roll over. Maybe within a couple of weeks, we will see her roll over completely. I cannot believe how much is changing. She is no longer my tiny little baby girl. I actually miss her newborn stage.
Leah is 2 months old. There has been some adjustments with having a baby around. I don’t do a lot that I used to which is kind of sad, but I can not deny that I don’t like it. At first when she was born and during my pregnancy, I kept debating about if being a mom is what I wanted. Now, I don’t regret her being here. Don’t think that since she is here I regret it. I don’t. Nothing will change that. I just remember when I first wanted a family how we talked about it.